Kytkin Umbrel

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GT: I would not ask him to chAng himsLf for mE.

SA:~~~~> Well then I’ll jusssst hope for you that he changessss hissss mind then

SA:~~~~> Sssso you don’t have to assssk him to do anything

 SA:~~~~> Everyone winssss!

GT: U R sO kInd to mE.

GT: Thank U miss.

SA:~~~~> I try to be kind to everyone

SA:~~~~> No one needssss to talk to ssssomeone rude and cranky after all~

SA:~~~~> You’re welcome though :3

GT: I guS nO one would want to talk to mE thN. Damn.

SA:~~~~> That’ssss not true, I’m talking to you after all D:

GT: I am rude and crankE thO.

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/Hello, strangers.\~~* /My name is Chican. It is a pleasure to meet you.\~~*

HLO. MI nAm is Kytkin.

/Hello, Kytkin. How are you today?\~~*

I am better than I have Bn in A YL.

/I know that feeling all too well.\~~* /It’s good to be feeling better isn’t it.\~~* /Can I ask what was wrong or is that too much information for a stranger?\~~*

It is actULE verE personal, and it is not something I a comfortAbL tLing EvN mI moirAl About.

/I understand. I shouldn’t have asked you something so personal.\~~* /We can talk about something else if you’d like.\~~*

Thank U. It is a hRd tIm of swEp for mE.

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/Hello, strangers.\~~* /My name is Chican. It is a pleasure to meet you.\~~*

HLO. MI nAm is Kytkin.

/Hello, Kytkin. How are you today?\~~*

I am better than I have Bn in A YL.

/I know that feeling all too well.\~~* /It’s good to be feeling better isn’t it.\~~* /Can I ask what was wrong or is that too much information for a stranger?\~~*

It is actULE verE personal, and it is not something I a comfortAbL tLing EvN mI moirAl About.

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Quinti’s gaze flicked across Flaire’s face, her eyes desperately pleading with him to reconsider. Her focus then moved to his hand on her, and she frowned as she took it in both of her own.

“Would you kill me if I said I wanted to die?” she demanded, her eyes blazing as she looked back at him. “Would you be my executioner just because nothing you’d tried had worked?”

She tore her gaze away from him and glared at Kytkin again, her grip on her moirail’s hand tightening.

“And you know what, Kytkin? You’re right. I don’t know that much about your life. I don’t know what you’ve been through. But I also know that killing yourself is never the solution. Death is it, you know. You can NEVER take it back. One mistake - THIS mistake - and you’re gone forever. Do you know what this will do to your moirail and your matesprit? Do you know what this will do to Flaire?? You may not give a damn about me, but god dammit, Kytkin, think about THEM.”

“I don’t care what you have to say, Quinti.” Kytkin didn’t have any passion or fight left. She gazed outside and spoke in an empty voice. There was no turning back now, like Flaire had said. Kyt knew how far gone she was. “The only reason I came her was because Flaire wanted me to tell you because he knew we had a black thing going on. I did consider my mate and moirail, but let’s be honest. They will be better off without me. I’m lime. They’d spend their lives trying to protect me, if they bothered to stay with me. It’d be better on them for me to just die. If you think otherwise, I don’t want to hear anything else from you.”

Her eyes turned to Flaire, giving him a  full view of how blank and cold her expression had become. “Can you kill me now? I won’t wait much longer. It woudl be easy for me to take care of this problem myself.”

Flaire sighed once more as Quinti spoke. He knew he had already tried using the exact same things to try and convince her to the same result as what had just occurred. It simply didn’t work. Some part of him was hurt that she seemed to think that despite what he said, she believed that he had not tried absolutely everything. And he refused to answer the question as well. He knew he would never be able to do such a thing, however, she seemed to forget there was a vast difference in the feelings of friendship he held towards Kytkin and the severe pale feelings he held for Quinti. Besides…he had to do this. For his own reasons as well. Leaning in closer towards her, he decided that he might as well try to reassure her at least a little bit. Flaire spoke very softly so that Quinti would hear but Kytkin would not.

“There are things that must be determined from this fight Quinti. Not just things she must discover but that I must as well.” He moved back from her ear and looked into her eyes with an expression she knew well. One that let her know that he had a plan in mind. Moving back once more he spoke up again as he glanced at Kytkin, his own voice and eyes emotionless once more. “Yes. Very well Kytkin. Let us begin.” He sent another pointed look towards Quinti that told her clearly just in case she hadn’t got the message earlier. The message was silent but clear. “Do not interfere. I have my own hand to play here.”

Quinti looked at Flaire in confusion. What could his plan possibly be? He said he was going to fight her to the death, right? So why… Quinti froze as a spark of realization lit in her mind. There would be no point in Kytkin learning something from the fight if she was just going to die. She gave him a small nod when he looked at her, the anger leaving her eyes. She might not know exactly what his plan was, but she trusted him. And she knew to keep quiet about it.

“Well I’m not just going to stand here,” the aquablood proclaimed defiantly, “I’m going out there with you. It’s better than just being idle.”

Kytkin walked out of the hive after Flaire. Once out there, she readied herself for battle. She removed the coat which had her grey symbol on it and proceeded to remove the dress under it as well. Those two things restricted her too much to fight properly. She tooked her knife, the one she had recently taken to carrying into the underwear she wore for the first time in almost a sweep. Kyt also wore a loose shirt. She would not embarrass Flaire during their fight. After that, she pulled her umbrella spear from her sylladex. It had recently been fixed, and though she wasn’t quite used to the new weight, she assumed it was much better now. She had no intention of hurting her dear friend. Flaire deserved to live on and be happy, unlike her.

“Tell me when you are ready. I can fight best like this, so attack, if you want.”

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/Hello, strangers.\~~* /My name is Chican. It is a pleasure to meet you.\~~*

HLO. MI nAm is Kytkin.

/Hello, Kytkin. How are you today?\~~*

I am better than I have Bn in A YL.

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/Hello, strangers.\~~* /My name is Chican. It is a pleasure to meet you.\~~*

HLO. MI nAm is Kytkin.

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I am glad.

BI the wA, U can still have the hIv in the forSt. I was never mIn to Bgin with. In fact, U can have the whole forSt if U want it. I rarelE gO there NE more since I move out.

while i appreciate the gesture, i think id rather not. too many painful memories. i want a fresh start, in all honesty. 

AlrIt…

WL, it will alwAs B there for U.

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Thank U for Bing sO forgiving.

RN told mE U were stAing with him, how R things there? R U two getting Along?

even if were not together anymore youve done more than enough for me that i dont think i could ever really hold anything against you :)

we are. weve settled things like i have with you and hes helping me get back on my feet :)

I am glad.

BI the wA, U can still have the hIv in the forSt. I was never mIn to Bgin with. In fact, U can have the whole forSt if U want it. I rarelE gO there NE more since I move out.

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Do not worrE, Sal. I am more proud of U thN hurt. I was never NE good for U, sO I am glad U cut yoursLf loose.

I thought U would still B mad at mE for all the tIms I lFt U AlOn. I alsO Assumed that U would never want to talk to mE AgAn.

SO, R U fEling OK?

im not very good at hating people. we both made mistakes, we both did things badly, there was things we both could have done to improve our situation. things happened as they did, and i like to let the past remain the past.

im…feeling fine, yes :)

and im glad your not hurt

Thank U for Bing sO forgiving.

RN told mE U were stAing with him, how R things there? R U two getting Along?

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is anyone out there that wants to talk? :(

the painkillers are wearing down and i need something to help take my mind off it

Do I work?

HLO Sal. I am glad to C U R AlIv. I was verE worrEd About U.

hi there kyt :)

sorry that i dropped everything on you out of nowhere. i just…i felt really overcome with the need to try take control. even if you never admit it i knew you werent happy with me and i wasnt all that happy together with you because you werent happy…

figured it was best to just end it i suppose

i hope everythings okay on your end? :)

Do not worrE, Sal. I am more proud of U thN hurt. I was never NE good for U, sO I am glad U cut yoursLf loose.

I thought U would still B mad at mE for all the tIms I lFt U AlOn. I alsO Assumed that U would never want to talk to mE AgAn.

SO, R U fEling OK?

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Quinti’s gaze flicked across Flaire’s face, her eyes desperately pleading with him to reconsider. Her focus then moved to his hand on her, and she frowned as she took it in both of her own.

“Would you kill me if I said I wanted to die?” she demanded, her eyes blazing as she looked back at him. “Would you be my executioner just because nothing you’d tried had worked?”

She tore her gaze away from him and glared at Kytkin again, her grip on her moirail’s hand tightening.

“And you know what, Kytkin? You’re right. I don’t know that much about your life. I don’t know what you’ve been through. But I also know that killing yourself is never the solution. Death is it, you know. You can NEVER take it back. One mistake - THIS mistake - and you’re gone forever. Do you know what this will do to your moirail and your matesprit? Do you know what this will do to Flaire?? You may not give a damn about me, but god dammit, Kytkin, think about THEM.”

“I don’t care what you have to say, Quinti.” Kytkin didn’t have any passion or fight left. She gazed outside and spoke in an empty voice. There was no turning back now, like Flaire had said. Kyt knew how far gone she was. “The only reason I came her was because Flaire wanted me to tell you because he knew we had a black thing going on. I did consider my mate and moirail, but let’s be honest. They will be better off without me. I’m lime. They’d spend their lives trying to protect me, if they bothered to stay with me. It’d be better on them for me to just die. If you think otherwise, I don’t want to hear anything else from you.”

Her eyes turned to Flaire, giving him a  full view of how blank and cold her expression had become. “Can you kill me now? I won’t wait much longer. It woudl be easy for me to take care of this problem myself.”

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is anyone out there that wants to talk? :(

the painkillers are wearing down and i need something to help take my mind off it

Do I work?

HLO Sal. I am glad to C U R AlIv. I was verE worrEd About U.

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GT: NO, nO. W-I-R-Y, YerE. Like it fEls lIk YRs.

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I do not mEn to.

I want to B clOs to U two, but I fLt lIk U were pushing mE AwA.

i was pUs|T|ing yoU away becaUse i needed a break

and t|T|en i find oUt yoU were distancing yoUrself from salnim??

i mean

w|T|ats yoUr side of t|T|e story

WL, with Sal, I just could not let her C mE. I was in the middL of A mNtal brAk down, and I was afrAd that shE mIt blAm hersLf AgAn.

I knO that mA sEm stupid, but I do not want Sal to get hurt bI mI actions.

It sEms I hurt her more bI doing that.

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I am glad.

NEwA, I doubt shE wants to C mE AgAn, sO can U tL her I am proud of her for having the strength to lEve mE?

i |T|onestly t|T|ink t|T|ats somet|T|ing yoU need to tell |T|er yoUrself

But what if shE runs AwA AgAn?

I do not want to mAk this NE hRder on her.

i dont know w|T|at to say kytkin

yoUre alienating yoUrself from Us

i |T|ope yoU know t|T|at

I do not mEn to.

I want to B clOs to U two, but I fLt lIk U were pushing mE AwA.

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I am glad.

NEwA, I doubt shE wants to C mE AgAn, sO can U tL her I am proud of her for having the strength to lEve mE?

i |T|onestly t|T|ink t|T|ats somet|T|ing yoU need to tell |T|er yoUrself

But what if shE runs AwA AgAn?

I do not want to mAk this NE hRder on her.

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Wolves… I thought I killed theM all, but I had not checked for A YL…

Gods I fEl sick.

I am sO sorrE that happNed.

Do U think shE will B OK?

s|T|es fine

|T|er regenerative psionics |T|ave |T|ealed t|T|e woUnds qUite nicely

i jUst need to |T|ear back on t|T|at arm

I am glad.

NEwA, I doubt shE wants to C mE AgAn, sO can U tL her I am proud of her for having the strength to lEve mE?

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generaltempest replied to your post: HA, RN, have U sNd Salnim? I wanted to sA I was prou dof her, but I can not figure out where shE is.

What? O gods, what happNed? Did someone attack her?!

s|T|e tried to attack t|T|e wolf oUtside t|T|e |T|ive

but apparently t|T|ere was a pack

|T|er entire arm got ripped off

im getting a robotic one for |T|er from a friend.

Wolves… I thought I killed theM all, but I had not checked for A YL…

Gods I fEl sick.

I am sO sorrE that happNed.

Do U think shE will B OK?

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“You can’t seriously be okay with KILLING her, Flaire!! You’re better than that!” Quinti hissed before whirling to call after the limeblood, “And how could you make him do this, Kytkin??”

“It was his choice. I wanted to take my own life, but he hated the thought of that, so I honoured his request. To be honest, this is the best way things could turn out.” Kytkin leaned in the doorway, highly irritated.

Flaire winced again as he felt the anger rolling off of Quinti in spades. He hated making her this angry and was, in all honesty, afraid of having this conversation. However, Kytkin was too far gone at this point.

“Quinti, this is simply for the best by now. It’s either that or her kill herself. Do you think I’m more ok with her suicide than I am her fighting? I might not be a killer but what I AM is a warrior. For someone like me, suicide is not a way I would EVER allow a friend to take. Even…Even if I had to take it myself.”

Quinti pressed her lips together in a thin line before closing her eyes, taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly. When she opened them again, they smoldered with some dark, intense emotion.

“Flaire,” she said softly, her voice controlled as though she was restraining herself from yelling, “When someone tells you they want to die, the absolute LAST thing you want to do is HELP them do it! She needs help, but not that kind of help! You’re her friend, not her executioner!”

The aquablood’s gaze flicked to Kytkin standing in her doorway, her lips turning down into a frown.

“As for you, you do not get to give up just because life is hard. You do not get to stand there and say you want to die just because you’ve experienced a lot of misfortune. You know what you do when you get kicked to the ground? You get. The fuck. Back up. And yeah, sometimes you need someone to help you. But you need to learn how to ASK for help. You’re not in this alone, Kytkin. And anyone who’s willing to just give up isn’t worthy to be my kismesis.”

“You’re such an idiot.” Kytkin rolled her eyes and turned back to Quinti, looking both exhausted and enraged. She was not simply going to put up with the blue blood pushing her nose where it did not belong. “Do you know the first thing about my life? No. Do you know what it is like to be a lime blood? No. You really don’t know anything. If you knew the first thing about my life, you wouldn’t object. They last sweep has been hard. I got raped my my matesprit, afterwords he beat me half to death and left me for dead. Then I lost my lusus. I went blind, and lost my matesprit, and only then did someone tell me what future I would be facing as a lime blood. At best, I get executed, as worst, tortured for information about other lime blood then left to die in a ditch somewhere. So you need to shut up and let me do what I have to do before you make an even bigger fool of yourself.”

The little lime blood huffed and turned away from Quinti again. She really just wanted to get this over with. If only she could just knock the pretty little blue blood out.